someone, anyone, give me some fundraising ideas haha. my whole group’s contributing except me.. 
not good. but it’s difficult u see.. my sats and suns are gone, and all days of the week i have school except weds which seems to be everyone’s good day to have meetings. basically i need a job that pays me abt 100 dollars. n i’m only willing to burn one day. haha. i really dont mind giving itfrom my pocket haha. not good too . wrong attitude to work. i need a job! can i give myself a job?
what i am feeling now.. it’s normal, isn’t it? i dont have to feel guilty about it? i know it’s wrong.. but.. sigh.
